here's the thing about the past...it just won't fuckin leave me alone. what else could there be?! just when i begin to let me guard down, muthafuckin shit like this happens. i KNOW karma is a bitch, but really...do i deserve this much shit?

like everything else though, im just gonna have to suck it up and get through it. it just sucks to be tried and tested with seemingly no end.

"The body is a slave to it's impulses. But the thing that makes us human is what we can control. After the storm, after the rush, after the heat of the moment has passed, we can cool off and clean up the messes we made. We can try to let go of what was. Then again..."

ohhhhhh summer!!! so this year's been crazy. i am in love & and it feels amazing. that's all. thought i'd share.